Bitter Sweet

Charlie grew up in a small village outside the city. She lost her mom as a teenager and one of her fondest memories is the love they shared for reading, especially for author Richard Aveling. Years later, Charlie is working in publishing. She is only an assistant but trying hard to work her way up the ladder. Her two best friends from work grew up in the lap of luxury and have embraced Charlie to become roommates in a townhome she could never have dreamed of affording. It’s mostly long days at the office, late night pub runs and weekends recovering from hangovers. One day Charlie accidentally meets Richard Aveling outside the office building. He is a long time client of the agency and a now worldwide best selling author. Charlie is tongue tied, star struck, completely out of her mind with excitement. They strike up a conversation and this handsome famous man, who is more than twice her age is unexpectedly kind and actually interested in what she has to say. Charlie is slowly pulled into the world of Richard, his fancy flat and an inside look at her lifelong hero. As their romance accelerates it is clear they have to be very careful. Richard is married, although unhappily, his wife cannot know about their affair. In some ways he opens up Charlie’s mind and makes her feel important for being chosen. Other times his controlling and manipulative behaviors are catastrophic for someone so young and impressionable. As Charlie becomes desperate for more attention, she falls deeper in love and her actual life slowly begins to fall apart. I adored the London setting, publishing world and the many references to readers and writers. The gross narcissistic behavior of Richard with the extraordinary age gap is a little creepy. Overall, good writing and I would definitely check out this author again. ⭐⭐⭐